The Sweet Life Read online

  Chapter Ten

  Jaxon

  I paced the living room as I waited for Levi to arrive. He’d texted me thirty minutes prior that he was on his way and I couldn’t sit still to save my life. I was screwed, both figuratively and physically. Kissing him was a mistake. It was a mistake because it was addictive. I knew his lips would be soft and silky. Sucking on those lush lips nearly had me coming in my pants. I had it bad and it was only about to get worse. My only saving grace would be if the sex sucked but I knew it was hopeless thinking. I had a feeling Levi Croft was about to destroy me.

  Headlights flashed through my front window and my heart lodged in my throat as a car door slammed. The doorbell rang and I took in a deep, calming breath before I went to the door to answer it. When I pulled it open, I had to swallow my tongue.

  Levi had changed into a well fitted tank and a pair of loose-fitting sweatpants. It was simple but he looked so damn hot. I was shirtless and with the way Levi licked his lips it had been the best choice. His eyes met mine and he licked his delicious lips.

  “Let me in, Jaxon, or your neighbors are going to get a show.”

  I finally shook myself from my daze and stepped aside so he could walk in. I closed and locked the door behind me and turned to face Levi. He looked around my place with a happy smile on his face.

  “On my way over, I wondered what your house would look like. If it’d be all manly man in blacks and browns or if you’d given it some life.”

  I looked around my living room and the blue and light grey décor. Pops of teal and turquoise were splattered across the room along with some silver. I liked it.

  “I love blue,” I said and then my favorite pair of blue eyes looked at me and I blushed.

  “Noted,” he said with a cheeky grin. “Wanna show me the rest of your house?” There was a glint in his eye that told me there was only one room he wanted to see. So I took his hand and laced our fingers together before I led him up the stairs and toward my bedroom.

  My heart was beating a mile a minute for the short walk to my second floor. My room was in the back of the house and when I’d purchased it, it was too small, so I’d knocked down the walls separating one of the guest rooms to make the space larger.

  Levi did a quick assessment of my room and smiled. “Definitely what I imagined,” he said before his eyes came to me.

  “What else did you imagine?” I asked as I sauntered toward him. His throat bobbed as he watched me approach.

  “You on your knees for me,” he said in a husky whisper. “Me on my knees for you. You picking me up and fucking me over every inch of this room.”

  I bit my lip so hard I almost drew blood. “I think we can arrange that,” I growled before I pulled him close. His hands landed on my bare chest and my head fell back at the contact.

  “So hot,” he whispered as his hands roamed my chest. He took his time exploring my torso and I didn’t utter a word. He bit his lip and stared at me from beneath his lashes. “I want the taste of you on my tongue.”

  I couldn’t control my actions after that. Levi let out a squeak as I lifted him off the ground. He immediately wrapped his legs around my waist before his mouth came slamming down on mine. My body ignited as his tongue delved inside. I cupped his tight little ass in my hands and squeezed. He moaned into my mouth as I led us toward my bed.

  I laid him down gently, pressing him into the mattress with my weight. Not all of it but enough for him to feel anchored. My hands slid beneath his shirt and I sighed at the first touch of his skin. It was smooth beneath my palms and I loved the bit of definition I felt on his torso. I moved up toward his pecks and ran my thumb across his nipple.

  “Jax,” he gasped, and my eyes slid closed at the sound of my name on his whispered breath. I rubbed and tweaked at his nipples until he was squirming beneath me. I quickly divested him of his shirt and soon my mouth was latched on to the hardened peaks.

  “Oh God,” he moaned as I licked and sucked at his sensitive flesh. My hand disappeared between us and I found his hard cock. I stopped the splendid torture of his nipples to meet his heated gaze. I gave his dick a squeeze and one long stroke before I released him.

  “How are you not walking with a limp?” I asked in surprise and Levi chuckled low and deep. He was laughing but I was serious. I hadn’t pulled it out yet, but I knew he was hung. I didn’t bottom much because the guys I preferred didn’t feel comfortable topping a guy my size. But my hole twitched at the thought of Levi stuffing me full. He was thick and long, and it seemed shockingly unproportionate for a guy his size. I wasn’t complaining, if he ever asked to top me, I wouldn’t say no.

  Wanting to see what I was feeling, I gripped the waistband of his pants and pulled them down. Sure enough a seven-inch-long rod of steel sprang free. I moaned at the sight of it, my mouth watering to taste it.

  “Fuck me, you’re so hot,” I whispered as I took in his naked form. He was toned all over and had miles of gorgeous tanned skin. He was smooth all over except for a small patch of hair surrounding his thick cock.

  “I’m going to taste you now,” I said, and Levi’s breath hitched as I moved down the bed. He organized pillows behind his back so he could watch me, and I loved that he’d be watching. I didn’t look away from his eyes as I took his cock in my hand and stroked. Levi’s chest rose rapidly as I licked my lips. His abs tensed as my tongue came in contact with the head of his cock. Salty, sweet goodness burst over my tongue and I moaned as I took the head of his heavy cock into my mouth. His head fell back for a split second before he was watching again.

  I slid halfway down his length and held the base. I wanted to tease him, edge him until he was losing his mind. And that’s exactly what I did. I sucked him like I’d never sucked another cock before. I changed speeds when he was getting close, popped off his cock to suck on his balls and he cursed me to hell and back. He gripped my hair and fucked my mouth as he got closer to his release and I’d let him. Watching him lose control was the sexiest thing I’d ever seen in my life. He was lost in the pleasure I was giving him, and I wanted to give me more.

  “Oh fuck, Jax! Gonna cum, baby,” he moaned, and I knew what I needed to do. I slid him from my mouth and Levi screamed in frustration. “You evil, evil bastard!”

  I chuckled and kissed up his abs and chest. He glared at me as I placed a soft kiss on his pouting lips.

  “Don’t pout baby, I’m going to let you come, but I want it to be while you’re sitting on my dick.”

  Levi swallowed hard and nodded vigorously. “Yeah, yeah that sounds good.”

  I chuckled and climbed off the bed to remove my pants. My cock sprang free and Levi let out a sound I’d never heard before. He stared at my dick like it was a foreign object and for a moment I got really self-conscious.

  “I’m not going to be able to walk for days,” he said but he smiled when he did it. I chuckled and grabbed the condoms and lube from my bedside table. I tossed them on the bed before I crawled back on. Levi’s hands roamed my body once more before he leaned up and kissed me. I returned the kiss with as much passion as I could give. He pressed against me and soon my back was to the pillows.

  “Want you to open me up with your tongue,” he whispered against my lips and I nearly came right then and there. “I’m clean. I bought my last test results to prove it.” He sounded so desperate for it and I wanted to give him whatever he wanted.

  “I believe you baby. I’m clean too,” I said, and Levi sighed before he kissed me again. This kiss was different. It was more than just passion, it was longing. When he pulled away from the kiss he nipped at my bottom lip.

  “I want that fat cock in my mouth and you’re going to open me up while I take you down my throat.”

  “Oh fuck me,” I groaned, and Levi smirked.

  “If that’s what you want. But for today, I want you in me.”

  My cock twitched along with my heart. “You’d top me?” I asked and something in my tone must have rang an alarm because the lust fa
ded, and he looked at me with concerned eyes.

  “Of course, why wouldn’t I want that?” he asked, genuinely confused.

  I felt myself blush and hated myself for ruining the moment. I didn’t talk about my needs often, mostly because people look at me and just assume, I’m all about topping but that wasn’t the case.

  “Most guys I’m with, don’t like topping me. They think I’m too big. It made them uncomfortable.”

  Levi stared at me for a long time before he leaned forward and kissed me. It was long and sweet.

  “They were idiots. I promised you, Jaxon, if this continues and I really hope it does, I’m going to take your ass and claim the fuck out of it. I am going to wreck you; do you understand me?”

  I squeezed my eyes shut to stave off my cock from exploding. “Levi,” I growled, and he chuckled before he placed one more kiss on my lips. Then he spun around and straddled my stomach. His tight hole on display for me. I groaned and cupped his ass cheeks in my hands before I gave them a squeeze. Then my head was banging against the pillow as Levi took me into his hot, wet mouth. I ached to see his lips stretched around me, but I had my own task.

  I pulled his ass toward me and rubbed my thumb across his hole. He moaned around me and the vibrations of it, nearly made me cum. I needed to get him ready for my cock before I exploded. So I did just that. I licked at his opening and loved the keening noises he made as I did so. I circled his rim with the tip of my tongue until he was pushing against my mouth.

  “More, please Jax, give me more,” he moaned before my cock was back in his mouth. He sucked and stroked me so damn good, I knew I’d be able to come from his mouth alone. I wanted him to be as lost in his pleasure as I was, so I gave him what he needed. I speared him with my tongue and the moan he let out was so delicious, I did it again and again until he was so lost in his pleasure, my dick slid from his mouth. My fingers joined in and he writhed as he stretched around them.

  “Oh fuck,” he called out as he fucked himself on my fingers. He was so hot and tight; I didn’t think I’d last long once I was inside of him. “Need you, baby. Oh my God, I need you,” he pleaded, and I slowly slid my fingers from his body.

  “Come on, baby. Ride me,” I growled, and Levi scrambled as he grabbed the lube and condoms. He quickly suited me up before he added more lube to his hole. His skin was flushed and sweat slick. He was the sexiest man I’d ever seen in my life and when he held my dick to his hole and sank down, I knew I was done for.

  He was hot and so fucking tight. I moaned his name as he took me in, inch by inch. He panted above me; his bottom lip trapped between his teeth as I stretched him wide. It was a vision I’d never forget for as long as I lived.

  “So good,” he whispered. “You feel so good.” His hips began a slow motion as he adjusted to my girth. His cock stood proud and red as he began gyrating his hips. My hands fell to his waist as I helped guide him up and down my length.

  He took my cock like it belonged to him and after that night I was pretty certain he did. He found his rhythm and soon the only sounds filling the room were our moans and the sound of flesh slapping together. Levi’s cock slapped against his stomach as he rode me. He felt amazing wrapped around me and when his thumbs found my nipples and began playing with them, I knew I was a goner.

  “Oh fucking hell,” I groaned as my spine began to tingle. I was going to come but I wanted to watch Levi lose himself in his own pleasure. I took his cock in my fist and began pumping it at the same pace as his strokes. His head shot back, and he moaned my name as he picked up speed. I tightened my grip which caused him to tighten around me.

  “Come for me, baby,” I said as I stroked him faster.

  Levi’s back arched as he slammed down on my cock. Rope after rope of cum hit his abs and that was when I lost it. My hips slammed up into his as he continued to rock his hips, he screamed again as another rope hit his chest and then I was coming. I shot off inside the condom and it felt like my head was going to split in two from the power of my orgasm. It went on for longer than I could have ever imagined and when I came down, it took a moment for my brain to follow suit.

  Levi was pressed to my chest, my arms were wrapped around him, my hands stroking his back and I was mumbling nonsense against his hair. I’d never experienced anything so powerful in my entire life. And I knew there was no way, I could ever let this man go.

  Chapter Eleven

  Levi

  An alarm sounded off and I groaned as I rolled over. But I didn’t feel mattress when I rolled. No, I felt hard, hot male body. I almost panicked but then memories from the previous night came to me and I sighed at the delicious ache in my ass. Last night had been the most amazing sex I’d ever had in my life. It was like our bodies had been made for one another. It was more than just finding release. It was as if we’d been in competition to make the other feel more. It was passion and desire. It was more than I’d ever experienced in my life. I’d come so hard that I’d passed out. I vaguely remembered Jaxon kissing me as he cleaned me up and when he’d crawled back in bed, I’d curled into him. His arms had come around me and held me like he didn’t want to let me go.

  I didn’t know what to do with that. Sex, I could do. One-night stands weren’t strangers to me but feelings…that was foreign. And I had feelings for Jaxon Karr. I’d caught glimpses of it during my first week, the way my heart would race when he smiled at me and how I found myself just wanting to be in his presence. I liked him and it terrified me that this would be it for us. That he’d want to go back to normal and chalk this up to an itch he’d scratched. I didn’t think I’d be able to stomach it if he thought it was a mistake.

  “Babe, I can hear you thinking too hard,” he said, and my eyes snapped to his. He was grinning down at me and my heart raced at him calling me babe. “Stop overthinking things, okay. We’ll take this one day at a time. Together,” he paused, and his hand reached out to cup my cheek. “If that’s what you want. I’m following your lead here, Levi and if you wanted this to be a one-time thing…”

  I silenced him by sitting up and pressing my lips to his. He sighed against my lips as my hands found his face. I kissed him long and hard. Morning breath and all.

  “I don’t want this to be a one-time thing,” I whispered. “I’ve never been in a relationship and I’m not saying that’s what this is but I… I like what I feel with you. I like who I’m becoming since I’ve met you and… God, I sound like a sap,” I said, and Jaxon only smiled. He brushed my hair away from my face and I sighed before pressing a kiss to his nose. “I guess what I’m trying to say is I like you Jaxon.”

  He studied my face and then he grinned and said softly, “I like you too Levi. As much as I want to show you just how much I like you, we go back to work today.”

  Right… work. How were we supposed to act at work? Jaxon chuckled and as if he could read my mind he said, “We’ll go about our day as usual. Nothing has to change at work. But if you catch me staring just don’t be surprised. For now, I want to keep things as normal as possible. But let’s be clear here, I’m not hiding you and I’m sure as fuck not ashamed of you. But it’s only your second week and I don’t want the staff treating you differently if they think you’re getting special treatment from me or something. Okay?”

  It felt like my heart was trying to beat through my chest at his words. He wasn’t ashamed of me. He didn’t want to hide me. It was a lot to take in.

  “Okay,” I finally said. Jaxon smiled and kissed me.

  “All right, let’s get ready for work.”

  That second week of work felt like torture to me. All I wanted to do was grab Jaxon and kiss the life out of him. He’d shoot me these smiles that told me he was thinking about the night we’d shared and all I’d wanted to do is take him home and have a repeat, but with the bakery getting slammed with orders, Jaxon tended to work a lot of nights. We still managed to video chat whenever he got home. We even jerked off a few times and it had been sexy, but I missed the real thing, I
missed him.

  By the end of the third week, I was coming out of my skin. The fourth of July was coming up which meant the bakery was working overtime. By the time I made it home, all I wanted to do was sleep. Some nights Jaxon wouldn’t get home until after one in the morning. He’d apologize and promised to make it up to me, but I knew not to count on it. Not because he was flaky but because his business was important to him and he needed to focus on making sure it was running smoothly. I didn’t blame him but still, I missed him.

  By the fourth and fifth week. I was starting to wonder if we were even in a relationship at all.

  I sighed as I sat on the blanket overlooking the lake. The sky was getting dark and the fireworks were about to start. I checked my phone for the millionth time and sighed in defeat when my texts still went unanswered. I’d texted Jaxon and asked him to join me once he was done working. I knew they were still out delivering last minute orders, but I figured he’d have been done by the time the fireworks started. I didn’t know much about relationships, but I did know you had to spend time with someone in order to have one. Jaxon and I hadn’t spent any time together since that first night nearly three weeks ago and it was bumming me out. I just wanted to spend time with him outside of work but that didn’t seem like it was happening anytime soon. I checked my phone one last time and then the fireworks began.

  I stared up at the sky as it filled with colors. Then I looked around me at all of the couples and families as they watched. My parents were around here somewhere, and I knew they’d be curled up together, doing much of the same as the couples around me. Tears filled my eyes and I swallowed past the knot in my throat. If this is what being in a relationship left you feeling like then I didn’t want it.

  The show ended and it was then I noticed the tears streaming down my face. I hadn’t been able to hold back my disappointment. Everyone stood to leave, and I did the same. I’d just tucked my blanket in my bag when I heard my name. I looked up and saw Jaxon jogging toward me. I looked away and kept packing up my things.